Today I read something that struck a chord with me: 'My mental illness makes it hard for me to complete simple tasks.' After weeks of feeling sleepy and lethargic but admittedly better, I have stopped taking my antidepressants, and even though they didn't appear to be having much affect, going off them has made me... Continue Reading →
Ugh I’m so tired- pretend this title was witty
Happy Thursday everyone- or maybe sad Thursday? When I was little my grandad used to call a happy meal a sad meal if I threw a kiddie tantrum, so happy Thursday I guess. So interesting news, after joking about not having a low day for a while, here we are. It's not so much a... Continue Reading →
Stressed-Out Student Stresses
Dear Diary- whoops I mean hello lovely followers! Sorry for my lack of posts lately. I wonder how many posts are going to start with that this year? Hey I'm in my final year of uni give me a break. Speaking of my final year of uni- stress stress stress stress stress. Let me just... Continue Reading →
The V in V-Day Stands for Valium
(All picture credit goes to Loryn Brantz please don't sue me I'll cry) So for Valentine's Day this year I got antidepressants. I'm not even kidding, I had to pick up my prescription on V-Day...which also happened to be the day I turned 22. Yay. I did actually have a great day. I went for lunch,... Continue Reading →
Curiouser and Curiouser
Odd news- think I might be feeling something...Or I'm too caffeinated and too tired at the same time. I just went out to get some wine, and as I was walking back I started thinking about how most people don't need crutches. Alcohol, comfort food, TV binge watches. They can cope without them. I wouldn't... Continue Reading →
Friday the 13th: Mental Health (Prequel)
(All picture credit goes to Sarah Andersen dear god please don't sue me) Friday the 13th, an ominous day for all of those as superstitious as me. And probably a stupid choice of day to have an important mental health appointment on. Considering how cynical I am, you wouldn't think that I would be so... Continue Reading →
Ugh: An Autobiography by Me
(All picture credit to Gemma Correll) It has been a no good very bad awful week this week. Now for those who have never experienced depression, this might be a little confusing, and I would like to ask those who might be triggered not to read on. My mental health might be fucked, doesn't mean yours... Continue Reading →
That post where I admit some stuff and move forward
Ok so, I've decided that there's no 'maybe,' 'possibly' or 'sort of' about my situation. I have depression and I need to see someone about it. Yesterday I took a midterm and I don't feel that I did very well. I went through the usual motions of feeling stupid, berating myself for letting a pesky... Continue Reading →
Monday Travel Blues
Hello poor humans who had the unfortunate luck to stumble across my blog. I'll warn you, it's R rated (not X rated because I might swear a lot but I'm not THAT cool), and contains stories of cynicism, high anxiety and the everyday mumblings of a 21 year old who lacks direction. I'm excited, are... Continue Reading →